Dear Goddess,
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Dear Goddess,
A Journey Through Hell, Ego Death, Surrender & Divine Rebirth (Lessons from Kambo + Bufo Ceremonies)
In this week’s episode of Dear Goddess, I take you inside one of the most humbling and challenging experiences I’ve ever had in my recent ceremonies with Kambo and Bufo Alvarius and the deep integration that followed.
This isn’t a conversation about blissful awakenings.
This is the part of the healing journey most people don’t talk about, the spiral, the ego unraveling, and the sacred chaos of becoming.
Inside this episode, I share:
- What my second Bufo journey revealed (and how it blindsided me)
- Why your nervous system will fight even the healing you’ve been asking for
- The difference between thinking you’ve surrendered and actually surrendering
- What to do when your awakening feels more like a breakdown than a breakthrough
- How survival patterns can hijack even the most spiritual moments and how to anchor back in safety
- Why integration is the real ceremony and how it’s reshaping my work with women
This is for you if you’ve ever felt like you’re “doing healing wrong” or if your spiritual path has cracked you open in ways you didn’t expect.
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